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An almost-forty mom on the brink of a midlife crisis wishes she’d chosen a different life, then wakes up after a magical cab ride to discover her wish has come true.

It's the week before Lola Cooper's fortieth birthday, and she's missing her best friend Rachel more than ever. Rachel died years ago, and Lola doesn't know who she is anymore. She's so busy juggling the demands of three kids, a sweet but oblivious husband, and a teetering, half-finished house renovation that she doesn't have time for herself. When she attends a dinner party with friends who all seem to have found success in ways she hasn't, she finds herself asking the universe the age-old question: What if? What if she'd never become a wife and mother? What if she'd followed the Other Path?

When Lola wakes up the next morning with a confused hangover after a blurry cab ride home, she discovers that her question has been answered and she has been inexplicably delivered into a Glimpse of another life, which is full of career success, a beautiful home, and total freedom—no husband or kids in sight. Most miraculous of all? In this world, Rachel is still alive.

For fans of Rebecca Serle's In Five Years andEmma Straub's This Time Tomorrow, Lola Isn't Home Right Now explores the crossroads between fate and choice, and how, only by letting go of what isn't, can we finally embrace what is.

available march 30th, 2027

"Escapist, hilarious, and deeply relatable, Hillyer’s moving and sexy excavation of marriage, ambition, and soul-deep friendship invites us to see life’s beauty with fresh eyes."

— Lauren Kate, #1 New York Times bestselling author

Lola Isn't Home Right Now beautifully explores the world of what-ifs with a touch of magic, a ton of humor, and a lot of heart. This is a page-turner for sure, and a perfect book to read as any milestone approaches...”

— Jill Santopolo, New York Times bestselling author

‍ “Lexa is a bold, fresh and bright voice in women’s fiction, full of wisdom, depth, humor and heart.”

— Rebecca Serle, New York Times bestselling author

young adult novels & poetry

the holliday girls SERIES

These sweet, funny, super swoony coming-of-age romances, Sparks Fly and Santa Maybe, are written under the pen name “Hazel Henry,” starring sisters Georgia and Daisy Holliday, and their cousin Eden Holliday.

spindle fire

“Absorbing. Poetic… Hillyer draws the walls between dreams and reality with shimmering grace.”

- NYT Bestselling author Jodi Lynn Anderson

winter glass

“A lush landscape and an innovative intertwinement of classic Perrault with the unconventional, with considerations of power and hierarchy present as the sisters discover the dark workings of love and family that have affected their lives and land.”

- Kirkus Reviews

proof of forever

“A beautifully written testament to the power of friendship and the possibility of second chances, told with humor, heart, and a little bit of magic.”

- NYT Bestselling author Jennifer E. Smith

frozen beauty

“A lyrical, raw, stay-up-all-night to finish kind of book. My heart still hasn’t recovered.”

- NYT Bestselling author Shea Earnshaw

acquainted with the cold

“A book of wonders.” - Ted Deppe

“Lexa’s poetic gifts and ambitions are fierce.”

- Laura Kasischke

the monthly letters

Monthly lyric essays on the creative life, as well as the occasional update on how you can work with me and where you can find my writing.

“beautiful. just what my heart needed.”